Looking Forward

Have you ever experienced that part of your life when the days go by in sweet anticipation of something impending? Nothing seems like a chore, even the most dreary of the jobs get done with lesser effort because you keep telling yourself that event/day/days is just a few days/hours away. Its the time you don't find distraction a pain - it actually motivates you get things done, be super productive because again you tell yourself....soon!soon!.:)

Then the D-day/D-days (if its a vacation/someone visiting etc) finally arrives. And it goes by smoothly. You have fun, loads of it. Then you reluctantly return to whatever it is that you do usually. You have withdrawal effects, hangover of the days, sweet memories, thoughts etc and the next few days go by that way. Then you miss the place/people/person who you were with/who visited you and think about them/him/her. A few days go by like this - you get work done but reluctantly. Then drudgery sets in as usual until something else to anticipate comes up. Then the same story repeats itself again.

Now what`s the whole point of this post? Does it have one in the first place? Well, to say that I haven't experienced the whole gamut of these emotions in a long time (for a good few months) which just means I did not have much to look forward to and with the months of nov-dec, I usually do - (with what the holidays and people visiting me and me visiting others), I hope this year will be no different and keep me motivated and social and keep the strong urge to sink into my shell far away!!

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